12.25.2006

there's an innate sadness in me that's been there as far back as i have memories... i get distracted with life sometimes and forget about it temporarily or cover it up partially with friends and booze... but it's always there... like an ingrown nail, it stabs at me, but i can't cut it... i'm guilty of nurturing it too at times... sometimes i think i like that part of me and don't really want to give it up... it's a part of me that no one has access too and it's mine and only mine...

lovely friend i sensed a sadness in u too... hope all is well...

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