11.21.2006

i am tree

no no no

i am water, fluid

no no no

i am grand, the grand canyon

nope, not that either

i am... truth!

naaaaa

i pretty much can be summarized in the frame of my glasses.
did you know that i wake up at 6:30 every morning?
did you know that i have an 8-5 job?
did you know that i'm an IT analyst?
did you know that i cook dinner on most nights?
did you know that i go to physical therapy for my bad knees?
did you know that i drive a honda?
did you know that i volunteer?
did you know that i love my husband?
did you know that outside of this blog i'm a very normal person?
does it matter?
i miss writing
something of substance
something of importance
something that makes sense
or utterly no sense

11.01.2006

take 1:

girl in big black hairy spider costume, the room is dark, she's barely illuminated, and smoking

"it all started back"

CUT

"it all started back when"

CUT

"it all started back when i was younger i"

CUT

"shit"

CUT

girl pissed off

"what the fuck?"

CUT CUT CUT

"what's the problem?"

I'M NOT BUYING IT, THIS IS A PIECE OF CRAP


take 2:

girl just sitting there

WELL SAY SOMETHING

...

CUT

"it really didn't start... nothing started... nothing has ended either... it all happened in the future and travelled back... then i built all those stories"

CUT!!! THIS IS BULLSHIT

"i don't think we have a story here"

CUT