2.15.2005

i hate nothing more in life than conflict with the people around me and somehow i attract that very thing

2.10.2005

i'm happy because i feel
i'm writing because i'm happy

2.08.2005

how is "trust" gained? and when?

is it when someone won't leave u no matter what? is it after the ups and downs only? can u ever completely trust a no-ups-and-downs kind of a relationship then? do we always have to put things to a test? i wonder...

2.07.2005

feeling a bit mistreated
a tad manipulated
and a touch abused

otherwise, it's all good

2.01.2005

the fact that people miss me boggles my mind

what's there to miss?

i'm so normal