4.27.2004

so anyway... back to real life once again...

remember grandpa? he's sick again... and this time it's time... i heard from my cousin in iran today... he said don't even bother changing ur travel plans cause he won't even know u're here... he's lost his memory... his face is full of bruises cause he keeps falling and still won't let anyone help him (how can he remember his pride?)... and he has nasty bedsores... and all i could think about was to get my hands on that letter that i wrote him years back that i know he's kept... all i could think about was that freakin' letter so i can post it here! in his memory and to prove what a jerk i am... i'll never forget the reoccurring dreams of him... i hope he remembers them too... and takes them with him...

how short life is and how truly insignificant we and our emotions are... at the end it's all the same... who will hold YOUR hands on ur dying day my friends?

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