6.30.2003

a true story:

there's a wedding and her sister has told her that even though she's bringing the boyfriend she should pretend that they are not together in case there are more eligible guys there... in the meantime the boyfriend is looking for a tie to match her dress...

6.29.2003

i pissed off my best friend last night... she feels that every time she calls me i'm drunk
what if i end up with nobody to kill the spiders for me?
i'm regularly having problems with my CD drive and i called up my tech friend to ask for advice... he suggested for me to turn the bother-me-all-the-time button off in the control panel... and where is that button exactly?!

6.26.2003

she keeps telling me: u should wear more makeup... u look like a ghost... we're iranians... we should stick to the tradition... don't be afraid... u look good with makeup... u should wear makeup more often... at least lipstick... at least...

6.25.2003

FUCK YOU KURT COBAIN
FUCK YOU MICHAEL HUTCHINS
FUCK YOU DAVE GAHAN FOR EVEN TRYING

6.24.2003

one thing i know is that i could never be a spy because i would give everyone and everything away under torture!

6.23.2003

wow! what a nice surprise! thanx for the review!

6.21.2003

my loneliness said to me
you stupid girl
you can have anything u want
what are u waiting for

my loneliness said to me
u silly freak
you can rule the world
what are u waiting for

hey, how are u getting along?
what is it that works for u?
hey, how do u sleep at night?
what is it that works for u?

my loneliness...



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6.18.2003

i don't even think i have the right to say anything about iran's situation all the way from here.

6.14.2003

i can't believe i've been blogging for a year... one of the few things i haven't given up on! wow! happy b'day to my blog!

this time last year

6.11.2003

hey, do u guys know that eye-ray-nian singer javad yasaari?!

well... i saw him for the first time on persian TV last night... and no offense to those who like his voice... but he seriously looked like a hard core porn star!!!

6.09.2003

u know what else is amazing? that unlike my writing idol and god, raymond carver, i use so many adjectives!
what an amazingly cool girl doing an amazingly cool thing like that
"and why don't you write to me these days? and why aren't you here in iran? and why am i here in iran? and why are things sort of fucked up in a chronic way?

amir"
and at the end of it all, there was nothing... just like she had imagined... why couldn't there at least be hills like white elephants?!
i was afraid to post anything cause i didn't want to interrupt all that beautiful talk about music... please don't stop...
if a car hits me hard and i'm lying there on the floor broken and bleeding, i'll be thinking wow... it really happened... wow... it really happened... wow
nothing trashier than one middle-aged persian woman shouting at another middle-aged persian woman, "shut up bitch," in the middle of a wedding...

worse than that? both of them laughing like hyenas afterwards!

6.05.2003

do people who listen to led zeppelin and pink floyd realize that there are OTHER bands out there?!

6.01.2003

cool artist

he had open studio yesterday... and i think for a few days to come...