8.04.2002

"u know how they say someone fought for her/his life? can u imagine piercing somebody with a knife in defense?!"

"damn..."

"i think i would feel bad... i would just give up... i won't be able to get myself to do it... i'm one of those people who's just gonna think it's not worth fighting for..."

"i always feel that i'm too weak to defend myself if i'm attacked..."

"so u would if u could? i wouldn't... i would feel bad and say i'm gonna die anyway, so i might as well give up now..."

"god, ur logic is just like my sister's..."

"well, u never know how u would respond in a fight/flight situation... i may act differently... like let's say they tie u up and drop u in the river... u know how some people would try and break lose? i would probably think there's no point... it's not gonna happen... i should just breathe the water in and let go..."

"jesus!"

"yeah... i probably would..."

"aahhh, don't go back... i'm so sad..."

"yeah... me too..."

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