7.27.2002

it was a strange dream... it was heavy... i had a whole bunch of family... but they were new... they were not my real life family... i was roller skating around them... i wasn't that good but i managed to do all these wild moves... then i was on las vegas boulevard and there was a dragon in the sky... a steel dragon... and somebody was tugging on my sleeve shouting that there's a dragon in the sky... but then i noticed that it was the mono rail that went to the end of las vegas boulevard... then there was some guy whose hair was brown before i went into some store but when i came out his hair had turned blonde... and long... blonde and long! he had a beard too... and somehow i knew him but at the same time i didn't... and then walking down the boulevard again three strange men who wore black surrounded me and asked me to join the evil... and i said no way but they wouldn't leave me alone... they REALLY wanted me to join the evil! so very disturbed finally i got home and i was so angry that i started playing with a razor... like one of those razors that barbers use… and i was scraping the razor against some flat piece of metal... and then i cut my thumb... there was no blood but the cut piece was just hanging... it was very strange... then i was going thru the woods behind some house to get to the front door... i was going around the back with 2 other family members... we were going around the back cause our father or grandfather (not sure which) was crazy and we didn't want to go straight to the door... at one point we were all hanging by both hands from the ledge of some balcony and the balcony broke and we fell... then inside the house there was some kid and the kid's mom had sat him on a boiling pot of water on the stove... i freaked out and picked him up... his body was square... and i guess i shouldn't had picked him up cause the mother was upset that i did... i guess the whole thing was ok... then i think i woke up but i was pinned to the bed... all my limbs were sinking into the bed and i was heavy... really heavy... but i got up and went to work anyway... 2 hours thru the work day i got sick... went to the hospital... came home to rest... took my medication and went back to work... ended up working til 9:30 even though i was dead tired... and heavy... i wonder what i'll dream of tonight... i better wear something light…

1 comment:

NAVA said...

no more borritos before bed.